Saturday, June 28, 2014
I am not strong. I am nothing close. I do not have the courage to say your name or look at the pictures or dig through mementos. I am running as fast as I fucking can away from this. I ca not stand a reality where you are not next to me.
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
I don’t want you to leave, will you hold my hand
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
lol my room is a mess but so is my life so i don’t really care
Saturday, June 21, 2014
I picked my brother up this afternoon. There was a red light right before I turned the corner, and what do you know, there’s Sully crossing the street with BMW. We exchanged high fives and a conversation that lasted a few seconds. On the way home, my brother told me a bunch of the staff missed me. It touched my heart, but to describe how I felt today in one word, it would be empty. Every pain I have experienced does not even compare to this.
why do I insist on giving so much without a second thought
Thursday, June 19, 2014
I was just thinking about someone else touching you and now I can’t decide on whether I want to break their hands or my own.
i just want you all to myself, i’m sorry (via kawaibae)
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
I need to start work or I’m seriously going to think about this all the time
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
We all romanticize the people we adore.
John Green (via psych-facts)
Monday, June 16, 2014
You need to learn to let go of whatever it is that makes you think you’re not good enough. Because that’s how you’re going to beat this. When you learn that you matter.
i passed this on my bike the other day and it made me feel better and now look here it is again
This is something they don’t teach us. Instead they teach us to lean and rely on people when really we should be holding our own hand. They never told us how to deal with losing loved ones and being left astray. We’re left broken and hurt because we weren’t prepared. We never expected bad things to happen because they never taught us that anything bad would ever happen. They never taught us.
I know what it feels like. I know how it feels to love someone so much that you start to believe that you love them more than the way they love you. You constantly feel like you are the only one putting in any effort, and the only one that wants to spend time with them. They do…
I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they wouldn’t hurt me. And I thought that’s what being tough was but it isn’t.
James Frey (via 1112pm)